As long as I'm thinking about you, setting my sights on what I think is unattainable, there's no chance of being hurt by someone else.The day is coming when I'll look into that man's eyes... my Doctor... and he won't have the faintest idea who I am.I was so alone, and I owe you so much, but, please, there's just one more thing, one more thing, one more miracle, Sherlock, for me. Don't be dead.I remember the most remarkable event. Remarkable because it never came to pass. It was averted by two boys, an old drunk, and a fallen angel. I may sometimes be envious of you, but never doubt that I love you.